That Time Again

It's November and it seems that updates on this blog are now becoming a monthly event so I figure I better write one before this month is out.

If I'm being totally honest not much has been happening in my life at the moment.  I mean I'm still unemployed and handing out CVs seems to be getting me nowhere and I spend a fair amount of time on the Xbox (as usual). The main thing going on at the moment though is 'trying' to Potty train the Girlfriends little boy, trying and failing to some extent.  Potty training and changing nappies are the main thing that scare me about having children but I know it needs to be done; it's just so damn stressful.  That said we are persevering and will get him Potty trained, one way or the other.

The only other thing to happen was today I found a website with a list of all my tweets from my old account and it was an eye opener to say the least.  Reading back some of my tweets inevitably brought back some memories that I had since buried away; memories that I no longer wanted anymore, and will no doubt forget about again in a day or two.  They made me realise that I managed to let myself get to attached to people online way to easily/quickly, and made me realise what an utter twat I was at times.  They also made me think about all the people I used to talk to and no longer talk to now thanks to me messing things up or, in one case, because they weren't who they said they were.  It's fair to say that I let people mess me about and forgive people way to easily because thinking about it now, I would still talk to many of them again if I had anyway of contacting them.  Sometimes though it is best to leave things how they are, accept the non-talking state and know that even though you want to do it, actually doing it will only result in more trouble and more pain.

I will leave you with one last thing: If you have someone who is always there for you, will always talk to you and listen to you even if you don't tell them anything, don't mess it up and more importantly don't let them go.