Bowtie's Are Cool

If you haven't worked out by now, I'm a massive Doctor Who fan.  I love the TV series, read some of the books, have a Doctor Who wallpaper on my laptop, the TARDIS noise as my message tone, the only reason I don't have the Adventures games on my PC is that my PC doesn't have the compatible software.  The main reason I love Doctor Who is because once a week for 45 mins to an hour I can escape my life, escape the problems I have in my life and concentrate on pure fantasy, on someone else's life that is so much more fantastic than my own.  You see I watch it to forget, to in a way become the Doctor because he is so much better than me, he has a life so much more exciting and important than my own life.  This is why I'll dress up as the Doctor at any given time, why I subconsciously copy the Doctor's mannerisms after watching the show.  I know I could never be him or have a life like his but I suppose the little child in me still wants to keep that dream alive & until I grow up I'll probably never stop pretending.  The thing is I don't want to grow up because growing up is boring, the day I stop being a little child inside is the day I officially get old & I don't want that day to come.  There are so many things I want to do in my life, most of which I can't do without being that little child.

I suppose what I'm trying to say in a roundabout kind of way is that everyone needs that little child inside your mind, that voice that tells you to jump when your stood on a wall or to look inside something that you know your not allowed to.  You see without that little child you are nothing but a boring old fart, a person with no sense of fun or adventure with no escape from your own life & sometimes, just sometimes, you need that escape from life.