Neverending Summer

You know it's a strange feeling loving someone & knowing that you can never be with them.  Feeling like you have found that other person who is commonly referred to as your 'soul-mate' but know that you are not that person to them.  You see that knowledge stands you in bad stead for future relationships because whenever you get close to someone or feel that a relationship could be on the cards, the feelings for this person resurface & everything goes back to the way it was: feeling lonely, miserable & like I'll never be able to find someone.  I have no real point to writing this blog nor any real reason for it other than this is what is in my head & I need to say it.

In other news if you read this you may have noticed that over the past 3 weeks my twitter life has seemingly died.  This is not a purposeful act I've just been busy with other things & not really been that bothered by my abscence.  I've no idea if I will be back to full time tweeter anytime soon but all I can say is watch this space.

"Every single step I take
Seems to go the other way
From the one that I'd intended
Thought this lunacy had ended
And the seasons never change
They just always stay the same
Like a band with just a drummer
I'm in neverending summer

And I'm alone now"